As early as 1848, aged fifty-two, Carlyle was beginning to regard himself as
aged. In his journal of 16 10 48 he writes:
'I am growing old, I am grown old. My next book must be that of an old man.'
He was right about the book. Frederick the Great was to occupy the next
thirteen years, to make him an old man, and to ruin his wife's health.
His preoccupation with noise increased, leading him to construct a soundproof
room at the top of the Chelsea house. With the years his hypochondriasis
decreased a little, although he was always reluctant to admit it; while his
feelings of depression, his insomnia, his sensitivity to noise, and his
'loneliness' increased. Ever contradictory, he complained of loneliness while
deliberately isolating himself from society and his wife.
In these years too, Jane’s health deteriorated and she became increasingly
bitter about her husband, and her health deteriorated. His infatuation with
Lady Ashburton continued, and was now the cause of much domestic disharmony,
especially after he visited Paris with the Ashburtons in October 1851.
As 1851 begins he describes himself as sickly and dispirited. In his journal
he writes:
'I can get to no work.' Both had flu in March. Jane had insomnia, neuralgia,
was using morphia freely, and was irritable.
But he soon started his life of John Sterling and completed it within three
months.
In the summer they visited the spa at Malvern to take the fashionable 'water
cure' under the direction of the famous Dr Gully. They were not alone;
Tennyson, George Eliot, Dickens, Ruskin, Darwin, Bulwer-Lytton, Macaulay and
Florence Nightingale were others to do so.
James Gully, an Edinburgh graduate, had published a book on 'neuropathy' in
1837, and opened his establishment at Malvern in 1842, providing hot and cold
baths for hypochondriasis, and a variety of water treatments, especially for
'nervous patients'. He edited the Water Cure Journal, first published in 1847,
and Malvern became the premium spa for the next thirty years. The success of
the treatment was probably due to discontinuing the many drugs that his
patients had been taking before their arrival, some of which, especially
mercury, were injurious to health. Water at least was harmless
Carlyle submitted himself to bathing, packing, and drinking, and concluded that
water, taken as a medicine, was the most destructive thing he had tried. He
felt no better for his sojourn, and found it 'strange, half-ridiculous.' The
next month he was describing himself as 'full of gloom and heaviness, and
totally out of health, bodily and spiritual.'
He was contemplating Frederick, and worried about his mother, now obviously
declining in health. When he visited her in September she sensed all was not
well between him and Jane, and was disappointed that he had come alone. 'I wad
ha' liked well to see Janie ance mair.'
The year was spent reading for Frederick, visiting Germany to research his
subject, and finally making a start to the writing. From the start he regarded
the book as something that had to be done, but in some ways a bad choice for
him: he knew he would not enjoy the labour. Jane continued thin and unwell, and
so hostile to her husband that, after nursing him through a minor illness, she
could write to his mother:
'I am surprised that so good and sensible a woman as yourself should have
brought up her son so badly that he should not know what patience and self
denial mean.'
In June he was 'unusually torpid in the bowels and weak and lazy,' and
complained constantly about his work. At the end of August he made his visit to
Germany and described himself on tour as 'half dead', and suffering from
'indigestion, insomnia and continual chaotic wretchedness.' This did not
prevent him making an extensive trip to Rotterdam, the Rhine towns, Luther
country, Weimar, Leipzig, Dresden and Berlin. At home, the cock in the
neighbouring yard disturbed him, and plans for the soundproof room were made.
On 9th Nov 1852 he reviews his 'conduct' in his journal:
'My survey of the last eight or nine years of my life yields little comfort in
the present state of my feelings. Silent, weak rage, remorse even, which is not
common with me... for my health is miserable too, diseased liver
I privately preceive has much to do with the phenomenon; and I cannot yet learn
to sleep again.... I am growing to preceive that I have become an old man.'
His mother's health had been steadily declining for a long time and she died on
Christmas day, 1853. He reached Scotsbrig the previous day and was with her at
the end. He had written her an affectionate and heartfelt letter three weeks
earlier, but had not omitted to give her a bulletin about his own health:
'As to my health, I am almost surprised to report it is so good. In spite of
all these tumbling and agitations, I really feell almost better than I have
done in late years; certainly not worse; and at this time within sight of sixty
it is strange how little decay I feel; nothing but my eyesight gone a very
little; and my hope, but also my fear or care at all, about this world, gone a
great deal!'
In April, 1854, wrestling unhappily with the early stages of Frederick, he
wrote in his journal:
'Surely now I am at the bottom of the wheel.'
'I dream horribly - the fruit of incurable biliousness: waste scenes of
solitary desolation, gathered from Craigenputtoch, ......endless uplands of
scraggy moors..... I am quite a hermit there too - fit to go into
Dante's Inferno; with other visions less speakable, of a similar type. Every
vision, I find, is the express symbol and suitable representation of the mood
of mind then possessing me. Also, it is sometimes weeks after the actual
dream, as of these Dantesque Galloway moors, when some other analogous dream or
circumstance first brings them to my waking recollection - a thing rather
curious to me.' Carlyle also believed that dreams were only remembered when the
nerves were disturbed by ill-health.
Isolated by his work, he may not have been aware that gossip about him was
already circulating round London. It was the year of the Ruskin scandal, his
marriage annulled for non-consummation. Gossiping about it in the House of
Commons Smoking Room, Gavin Duffy, an admirer of of Carlyle, was told that his
hero, too, was impotent. At social gatherings Mrs Carlyle was quizzed about her
husband's attachment to Lady Ashburton.
An end of year report to his Canadian relatives on 13 12 54 tells them:
'I have been in poorish health, rather worse than you used to witness in me,
but not very much worse.' He blames the house repairs, mother's death,
lack of progress with his work, but most of all, 'that most serious fact,' his
age, but ends cheerily by adding that age has had wonderfully little effect on
him - yet.
As his solitary writing continued he became even more pessimistic, with
thoughts of death, of ' freedom from the unworthy wretchedness of life.' In May
he wrote to Emerson calling 'this last year a grimmer lonelier one with me than
any I can recollect for a long time.' Frederick was 'a Task that I cannot do,
that generally seems to me not worth doing, and yet must be done.'
Jane began a journal of her discontent in October, 'very bleak and barren',
making explicit her reasons:
'That eternal Bath House. [Lady Ashburton's] I wonder how many thousand miles
Mr C has walked between there and here, putting it altogether; setting up
always another milestone and another betwixt himself and me.'
In the winter months she was spending weeks in bed with 'flu' and taking
morphia regularly. Carlyle was either oblivious or unsympathetic. By November
she was telling her journal that her 'most constant and pressing anxiety is to
keep out of Bedlam.'
When Carlyle did appear in public, his monologues became more and more grim, and he talked down all interruptions. Sydney Dobell, the poet, describes him travelling in 1856 from Edinburgh to Kirkcaldy by train, 'swaying like a wild creature, denouncing railways, the 19th century, steam engines, cheap literature, clever people, and civilisation generally.' His fellow-passengers did not know his identity but he put them into 'a state of mesmeric possession, and stilled every voice but his own.'
Jane was more irritable. She made a cryptic journal entry on the 21st June,
originally suppressed by Froude:
'...the chief interest of today expressed in blue marks on my wrists.' This suggests
some struggle between husband and wife - it has even been suggested that he was
restraining her from some suicidal attempt. There is nothing to support this.
Later in the year, after being offered accommodation on Lady Ashburton's private train to Scotland, she and Carlyle found themselves travelling with the servants. Carlyle made no protest, but Jane was outraged and her correspondence with her husband during the summer is vitriolic, especially when he joined the Ashburtons in the Highlands.
Jane was now obviously unwell, thin, weak and with a cough. Lady Ashburton
wintered on the Riviera, mortally ill with tuberculosis, She died suddenly in
Paris on the 4th May. Carlyle wrote to his brother John:
'I have lost such a friend as I never had, nor am again in the least likelihood
to have, in this stranger world; a magnanimous and beautiful soul.' …'The
most queen-like woman I had ever known or seen. The honour of her constant
regard had for ten years back been among my proudest and most valued
possessions - lost now, gone - for ever gone!' His wife was not distressed, but
irritatingly aware that many visitors came to Cheyne Row after the death only
to see how her husband was taking the loss.
By June he was able to tell John that he was in better health, but 'in sombre,
mournful mood, conscious of great weakness, and a defeated kind of creature...'
Jane was sleepless and had neuralgia later in the year. After a holiday in
Scotland with his sister, he showed a little remorse for his conduct to his
wife. His own strength was diminishing, but by the last day of the year he
could write:
'I am holding on here; health still holding out.'
Jane had the worst winter yet - colds, pleuritic pain, and servant problems.
She was drinking more spirits than were good for her. Their friend Froude
remarks that Carlyle was 'amazingly patient for him).'
Carlyle remained isolated , and became agitated and fearful at times, sleeping
poorly and thinking that he would not live to complete his book. But the first
part of the work went to the printers in May. As was now becoming a regular
habit, he holidayed alone in Scotland at his sisters, and as always was more
sympathetic to his wife by letter and when separated from her. On the 9th July:
'My poor, heavy-laden, brave, uncomplaining Jeannie! Oh, forgive me, forgive me
for the much I have thoughtlessly done and omitted, far, far, at all times,
from the poor purpose of my mind.'
Two days later:
'Oh my little woman! What a suffering thou hast had , and how nobly borne! With
a simplicity, a silence, courage, and patient heroism which are only now too
evident to me.'
HIs letters failed to reassure her. Lady A was gone, but she feared his letters
may have been written with one eye on a future biographer.
Despite everything, and in his 63rd year, he was able to make another strenuous
German tour including Prague and a return to Berlin and Dresden, with many
visits to battlefields associated with Frederick.
The following years continued in much the same way, as Frederick dragged on.
Even Carlyle began to drink brandy regularly. His mood fluctuated, and he was
slowing down. 1861 brought another attack of lumbago.
He was difficult about Jane's absences from home. On 30.8.61 she writes to her
friend Mrs Russell:
'My servants are pretty well got into the routine of the house now, and if Mr
C. were like other men, he might be left to their care for two or three weeks,
without fear of consequences. But he is much more like a spoiled baby than like
other men. I tried him alone for a few days, when I was afraid of falling
seriously ill, unless I had a change of air.....But the letter that came from
him every morning was like the letter of a Babe in the Wood, who would be found
buried with dead leaves by the robins if I didn't look to it.' She had planned
to stay away for two or three weeks but returned within days. '..I found him so
out of sorts on my return that I gave it up, with inward protest and appeal to
posterity.'
An 1862 letter from Carlyle written to her when she was at Folkestone makes his
dependence clear:
'Nothing is wrong about the house here, nor have I failed in sleep or had other
misfortune; nevertheless, I am dreadfully low-spirited, and feel like a child wishing
Mammy back.' [His italics]
Photographs show his wife thin and ill. She had stomach complaints,
neuralgic pains in the face and arm, and finally, on the 22nd September, fell
badly in the street trying to board an omnibus and avoid a passing cab. She
tore ligaments in her leg, was brought back to the house and tried to shield
Carlyle from the seriousness of her injuries. The nerves and muscles were
injured on the side she fell on, and for a time she was unable to close her
mouth. Her husband told her:
'Jane, ye had better shut your mouth.' She tried to tell him that she couldn't.
'Jane, ye'll find yourself in a more compact and pious frame of mind, if ye shut
your mouth.' He went on to tell her that she should be grateful the accident
was no worse. She wrote to a friend:
'Thankful! Thankful for what? For having been thrown down in the street when I
had gone on an errand of charity? For being disabled, crushed, made to suffer
in this way? I am not thankful, and I will not say that I am.' Carlyle told her
he was sorry to see her so rebellious.
For the next year she was very ill. She became profoundly depressed by her pain
and her situation. In his Reminiscences Carlyle relates how she made him
promise that he would not put her in a madhouse should she lose her wits. At
another time she gave him instructions for her burial.
Like her husband, she was prone to exaggeration, but the evidence points to her
being physically and mentally very ill in 1863-64. She sought treatment at
home, went to St Leonards for a holiday, with no improvement. Finally she
travelled back to Scotland and Thornhill to stay with a friend and her doctor
husband, There she slowly improved, and returned to London in October weak but
much improved. Her husband was greatly relieved.
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